Monday, April 18, 2011

i'm not dead, but breaking apart...

i'm still here people....but i miss some of my long lost friends.....that i don't even talk to anymore.....well...URGH OH NEVERMIND!!!!!! I'M SO GRUMPY!!! OH WAIT!!!! I'M ALWAYS GRUMPY!!! SHIT THIS ALL!!! THAT WINDOW OPPOSITE ME NOW IS REALLY..WOW..TEMPTING TO BREAK THOSE GLASS AND JUMP OUT FROM IT!!!! AND THE HEIGHT...YEAH ADD MORE OF THE TEMPTATION!!! THE WORLD IS GONNA END SOON SO WHY BOTHER ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE! SHIT THIS!!! I REALLY WANNA BREAK SOMETHING!!!! I LISTEN TO SO MANY PEOPLE'S PROBLEM BUT HAVE ANYONE LISTEN TO MINE?! WELL~~~ NOT LIKE ANYONE WILL UNDERSTAND, INSTEAD THEY WILL GIVE THE "EWW" FACE SOOOO WHY BOTHER!!!! FUCK THIS! AND THE ONLY WAY I CAN RELEASE MYSELF IS BY BLOGGING...WTF! HOW LAME IS THIS....
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okay...i'm done...have a nice day :)

Monday, February 14, 2011

happy national condom week!!!!

AHAHAHAHA!!! most funnies thing happen tofay =3=
valentine's day was like a normal day...i got kick by a chair and yeah~~~
BUT
what i'm really interested in sharing here is about my blog's title xDDD HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
was walking down the hall when i finish all my classes and this giant,  pink, skin color like thingy walk pass me. I was like "erm...what the?" when that person turn.... it was a giant penis mascot. I was trying so hard not to laugh at that kid. OMG so tall and huge and..yeah..pinkish...wearing like that while he holds out free condoms for people. They just have to do this on valentine's day now dont they xDDD
kinda walk pass the stalls....all the things they were selling is like shape as a penis oTL
imma end my blog here...want to study for maths test xDD

Sunday, February 13, 2011

valentine's day....not like it is some kind of school holiday ==

valentine's day... ptfff whatever. a normal day where i still need to breathe, eat, sleep and etc. Wonder why i even bother having a blog when i don't even use it.... Well there is time when i do want to write something on my blog but there is really no time for me to do so ;m;// I'm suppose to be doing my english and it's almost 1 now... but i got lazy so i'm writing my blog ==lll beside...i can't think ;m;

There's so many stupid project and assignment to do == i gotta join an organization in college so imma be joining the "anime obsession organization"...something i like..... Next semester...planning to take art as a minor but having second thoughts on it...what if i can't catch up everything oTL

oh fuck my life.... i got troll on DA for my arts...really hurt like crap, was even thinking about deactivating my account ;m; but then...i couldn't since well... all my art is in there...one thing that made me really happy is that they actually troll back the troll for me ;m;// they all deserve a hug...

Cursing....it's growing more and more in me... it really comes naturally here... The only subject i hate in college is english...i cant stand everything in that class...the teacher...yeah..i'll leave that aside...

i need to do my english on summary and respond now...Gotta talk to the fking book == how will this help in my life again???

oh...this is how my art is like now since i got a wacom tablet

Friday, January 21, 2011

first week.

first week of college is actually not bad... but then i don't like the fact i need to go to school from monday to friday... oh well what the heck. just got to live with it == class itself was fun. the only thing i hate is all those assessment, assignment crap == everything is like online quizzes and we have to buy all this code to take them == My class age range is so big that you can't even imagine them. There is student with 5 kids and some grandparents attending class same as me >w< So really, in US... age is not a problem when it comes to education >w



The professor here in this college likes to sit on their lecture table.... they just talk and talk and sooner or later you see them swinging their legs sitting on the tablet chatting away. LOL you don't get to see teachers sitting on the table everyday now don't you =w= ptfff. One of my bio prof. looks like santa and another one looks like those hibbies who play guitar... LOL XDDD


English is fun, since the teacher likes us to talk all we want in class. Gives us weird essay titles to write and yeah. We just have fun even thought she wants us to write a lot. oTL haih~ all the class then to use computers a lot ==


Pre-calculus maths class, that class is fill with smart people of all age. WHY THEY PUT ME IN ADVANCE MATHS CLASS!!! I feel so small and tiny plus dumb in that class ==lll behind me sits a emo boy... yes... those type you see in movies, those boys with long bangs covering their eyes and wear like black hoodies... yeah those. Well there was one sitting behind me and MAN HE'S SMART. OAO! i have to ask him question since im lost xDDD but lucky he didnt kick me away and teach me with an awesome smile. LOLOLOL ptfff~ ignore that =w=b I also thought that my maths prof. will look like Santa... but i was dead wrong... way wrong.... he looks.... erm.... hot... lolololol!!! END OF BLOG!!!

Sunday, January 16, 2011

one more day.

one more day to college life start =w= been feeling moody this few days but im not going to talk about that.
im going to talk about my orientation =w=b
it was one awesome day actually but i feel like i talk too much compare to those other kids. Never knew i was so talkative. lol
so yeah... went walking around the whole school and boy~ it's like a maze. From one building to another it's like... yeah... maze. Who gives out free tshirt on orientation anyway lol xDDD Was laughing when they say "hand in your evaluation and you get a free tshirt" and yeah... i did get a free tshirt =3=b OH! one more thing i remember about some president of that school's speech, he say he wants to have a "flash mob" in this school and that he is going to plan one. LoL MAN! If you don't know what is a flash mob... well check it out on youtube. I can already imagine myself dancing in the crowd somewhere in a mall or a street ahahahaha!!! lol! The people here don't give long boring speech but rather spontaneous and anything thing that pops into the brain speech. After orientation i have a lot of financial aid crap to do == one thing i don't like... what to do. ptfff~

Been in a grumpy mood this few days but i was cheer up by this japanese visual kei group's song. OwO Sug - dot.0.... i know i know~ they look like girls but this is what visual kei is about xD been listening none stop to this song. xD i even draw Takeru the singer lol xDDD

haih~ life =w=/